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Book review: Absolution

Book cover: Absolution by Jeff Vandermeer

About 10 years ago I checked Jeff Van­der­meer’s nov­el Anni­hi­la­tion out of my local library. It was a short, weird sto­ry about the twelfth[1]Well, depend­ing how you count, as it turns out. expe­di­tion into a deeply weird place called Area X.

Area X is a sec­tion of Flori­da, the For­got­ten Coast, where some­thing has changed. Life­forms are mod­i­fied, some­times merged, some­times whol­ly remade; ghosts and dop­pel­gängers appear, both in Area X and back in the nor­mal world; time seems to move in dif­fer­ent ways once you’ve crossed the bor­der. There’s a tow­er that descends into the ground[2]Where lies the stran­gling fruit… and a light­house that I’m not sure any­one wants to go near. Anni­hi­la­tion was a dream­like expe­ri­ence, with the caveat that night­mares are also dreams.

Hav­ing read the first book, I read the sequels too: Author­i­ty is the sto­ry of a man code-named Con­trol, who is sent from Cen­tral to the South­ern Reach—the shad­owy gov­ern­ment enti­ty that super­vis­es explo­rations of Area X—to try to get the place back under, well, con­trol. It’s a spy thriller with a soupçon of body hor­ror and weird, in its own way, as Anni­hi­la­tion. The third book, Accep­tance, merges and extends the first two: Con­trol is now inside Area X, with some­one who might or might not be the biol­o­gist whose POV dom­i­nat­ed Anni­hi­la­tion, while oth­er chap­ters give us some insight into the for­ma­tion of Area X.

Now, ten years lat­er, Van­der­meer has writ­ten a fourth nov­el in the series, a pre­quel and cap­stone: Abso­lu­tion. And it’s good.

It’s essen­tial­ly three novel­las, inter­wo­ven togeth­er[3]Not unlike Gene Wolfe’s The Fifth Head of Cer­berus.. The first one is an explo­ration of the For­got­ten Coast, twen­ty years before Area X formed, fil­tered through a one-time Cen­tral oper­a­tive named Old Jim as he reads decades-old reports. Part two, eigh­teen months before the bor­der comes down, has Old Jim in the field, now with a young part­ner pos­ing as his estranged daugh­ter, work­ing as a dive-bar man­ag­er and dig­ging deep­er into the inter­lock­ing weird­ness­es hap­pen­ing on the For­got­ten Coast. The third sec­tion is the sto­ry of the very first[4]Well, apart from the chick­en. expe­di­tion to Area X, from the point of view of Lowry, who even­tu­al­ly becomes the direc­tor of the South­ern Reach.

Abso­lu­tion is a wild ride through a bur­geon­ing apoc­a­lypse, and it car­ries the same sense of dread I got from the extant tril­o­gy: This will not end well. There are numer­ous call­backs to the first three books, and while some mys­ter­ies might end up resolved, plen­ty more ques­tion are raised than are answered. A great many ques­tions may well be unanswerable.

If you’re look­ing for every­thing to be neat­ly tied up at the end, this isn’t the book for you, isn’t the series for you. If you’re look­ing for a spy thriller, an exis­ten­tial threat to the human race, a bunch of body hor­ror, and a stun­ning num­ber of F‑bombs[5]There were more fucks in the table of con­tents than in some nov­els., you’ll prob­a­bly enjoy this one. (You’ll prob­a­bly want to read the first three books first, though.)

I look for­ward to re-read­ing the whole saga in a few years. 

Foot­notes

Foot­notes
1 Well, depend­ing how you count, as it turns out.
2 Where lies the stran­gling fruit…
3 Not unlike Gene Wolfe’s The Fifth Head of Cer­berus.
4 Well, apart from the chicken.
5 There were more fucks in the table of con­tents than in some novels.

As if in a dream

fountain pen on notepad

I had a dream the oth­er night that I was writ­ing a sto­ry about a tow­er, a wood­en tow­er like you find in nation­al parks at scenic out­looks, but every step on it was a day. If you came down the stairs too quick­ly you’d find your­self back in time.

When I woke up I held onto it, tweaked it, made it more log­i­cal. I’ve start­ed on a first draft, because a gift in a dream is still a gift.

The tow­er had three hun­dred and six­ty-five steps, but one of them—it was nev­er clear to me which one—was about 25% high­er than the rest. My best friend Riley, who went miss­ing for a week and a half in the sum­mer­time and then showed up claim­ing he’d tripped on the way back down from the top, told me over pie and black cof­fee in the Chick­en Chef that I should always watch my step.

On the tow­er,” I said, “or everywhere?”

Every­where, but espe­cial­ly on the tower.”

Souris Valley

20-image panorama of the Souris River, with rather un-Manitoba-like cliffs on the left

My friend Kel­ly talked me into going for a bike ride in the Souris Val­ley today, in a wildlife man­age­ment area. He was­n’t sure how many hills there were[1]There were lots. but he was pret­ty sure there’d be some great views[2]There were..

Con­tin­ue read­ing “Souris Val­ley”

Series: Bike Ride Photos

The entire series: Down by the riv­er; Bike ride birds; The ex-gar­den and the weir; Snap­shots of a ride; Across Town; Black­bird; North Hill cam­pus; Lilacs and coun­try roads; A pop of colour; Back lane flow­ers; More Breniz­ers; The riv­er is high; A bird and a reflec­tion; Rideau Park; Writ­ing Retreat 2020, Day 7; Writ­ing Retreat 2020: The Num­bers; Storm dam­age, sun­flow­ers; Eleanor Kidd gar­dens; Scenes from today’s ride; All right, autumn can be pret­ty; Bike ride, April 10, 2021; Bike ride wildlife; Bike ride, May 16, 2021; Some flow­ers for you; Lilacs; Under the bridge; A fence, a tree, and the sky; Tur­tle Cross­ing; Ceme­tery crit­ters; On Reflec­tion; Week­end rides; Upon Reflec­tion; Deer and paparazzi; Sep­tem­ber Bike Ride; Corn & Sun­set; On Reflec­tion: Oct. 1st; Autumn Trees; A bit of graf­fi­ti; Novem­ber bike ride; Geese; Day 30; Quack quack; Skin­ny deer; Mon­day bike ride; Sat­ur­day snaps; Deer + Flow­ers; Bike Ride — July 17, 2022; The mead­ow; It seems to be autumn; Por­tal fan­ta­sy; Sla­va Ukrai­ni; Writ­ing Retreat 2023: Thurs­day bike ride; Bike Ride, May 20, 2024; Shy; Cana­da Day ride; A long ride; Cook­ie Ride redux; Writ­ing Retreat 2024: 6; Writ­ing Retreat 2024: The End; Bike Ride, Sep. 22, 2024; Today’s Ride — Oct. 6, 2024; Souris Val­ley; Bike Ride Pho­tos — May 19, 2025; Bike ride, May 24; Art in the trees.

Foot­notes

Foot­notes
1 There were lots.
2 There were.

Hollow Bean 2024: The Costumes

Our Hallowe'en decorations: Snoopy holding up a sign that says "Boo!", and Linus, dressed as a pirate, saying "Happy Hallowe'en!"

From 5:30pm to 8:30pm last night[1]Which was, we real­ized, the 25th anniver­sary of the day we moved into the house, we had 16 trick-or-treaters show up at our place.

  • Har­le­quin with a lit­tle hat
  • Pig (he wore a burlap over­all and had quite the full-head mask going on)
  • Pikachu (it was her first Hal­lowe’en; when her mom said “What do you say?” her first guess was “Can­dy please?”)
  • A giant black dot
  • The Phan­tom of the Opera
  • Teen who likes can­dy ×2
  • Skull-faced clown
  • Zom­bie mobster
  • Deliv­ery dri­vers who brought us our tor­ta ×2
  • Stitch
  • Dead­pool
  • Min­ions ×2
  • Vam­pire

We turned off the light about 9:20pm, and we’ve got a bunch of can­dy left.

Foot­notes

Foot­notes
1 Which was, we real­ized, the 25th anniver­sary of the day we moved into the house

Hollow Bean 2024

A very dark photo of a Jack-o'-lantern; all we can really see is a glowing set of eyes, nose, and a snaggletoothed smile

Explain,” said the inter­ro­ga­tion machine. “Describe their culture.”

They have an impor­tant cel­e­bra­tion,” said E.T., “called Hol­low Bean. Every­one carves faces in fruit squash­es and dress­es up in sheets.”

Who holds this celebration?”

The chil­dren, who actu­al­ly rule the Blue Plan­et of Earth. They are more intel­li­gent than the old­er peo­ple and out­run them on bicycles.”

The machine whirled around him again. “And what is the pur­pose of this celebration?”

To col­lect the all-impor­tant food.”

Which is?”

Can­dy.”

—William Kotzwin­kle, E.T. The Book of the Green Plan­et. 1985, Berke­ley Books.

Hap­py Hol­low Bean, every­one! And b. good.

Pho­to by Zdeněk Macháček on Unsplash.

Review: My Real Children

Cover of My Real Children by Jo Walton

It’s 2015. Patri­cia Cow­an is in a care home. The chart at the end of her bed reads “Con­fused today.” Some­times it reads “Very con­fused.” She’s not entire­ly sure if the wash­room is to the left or to the right.

She remem­bers two lives. In one she mar­ried a man, had four chil­dren and five mis­car­riages, and lived a life of qui­et des­per­a­tion. In the oth­er she lived with a woman, with whom she shared three chil­dren chil­dren, and wrote trav­el guides to Flo­rence and oth­er Ital­ian cities. There are cities on the moon, or maybe they’re just weapon platforms.

Which life was real? Where did they diverge?

Well, you’ll need to read Jo Wal­ton’s nov­el My Real Chil­dren to know for sure. It’s a look at two lives, four gen­er­a­tions, alter­nate geopol­i­tics, the Renais­sance, and all the lives we touch whether we mean to or not.

(I lied, a lit­tle, when I said it’s about two lives. Hon­est­ly, it’s about dozens and dozens of lives touched by Patri­cia, not just her two lives.)

You’ll find hap­pi­ness and sor­row through­out, both at the per­son­al scale and the grand. This is my sec­ond for­ay into the work of Jo Wal­ton, after the Just City tril­o­gy, and she does not flinch from show­ing you the tragedy of life. But she’ll show you the joy, too.

Aurora and clouds, Oct. 10–11, 2024

The aurora trying to peek through the clouds, red and green

It was clear to the west, so I grabbed my cam­era and took a chance.

It was not clear to the north.

Once I got home, the sky to the east was clear. I set up a cam­era in our spare room, aimed due east, and let it click until the bat­ter­ies died. Between 11:30pm and 2:30am it got these gems, plucked from almost 2000 frames.

These pho­tos, I have to keep remind­ing myself, were tak­en inside the city. Nor­mal­ly I’m hap­py when I get light like this a few kilo­me­tres out of town, where it’s start­ing to get prop­er­ly dark. These auro­ra were com­pet­ing with street­lights, and winning.

Oh yeah, I also turned the 2000ish pho­tos from the spare room into a timelapse.